dean went mute after mary died but that doesnt mean that his mind stopped screaming; i am sure everytime he closed his eyes he’d see his mother burning up on the ceiling, cause he did see, he admit to that he saw and as a child, dean was probably scared out of his wits, but he had no one to share his fears with because his father was lost in the whiskey bottles the first months
#i think the few gentle memories of mary was what kept him sane #cause he’s brave for his mum every day